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The Lonely Position Of Neutral

Downfall
Falling Apart
Hover
Running From Me
Slipping Away
Figure 8
The Fear
Deeper Into You
Drop to Zero
Finally
Take It All


Downfall

Fear in me so deep
It gets the best of me
In the fear I fall
Here it comes face to face with me
Here I stand
Hold back so no one can see

I feel these wounds
Step down, step down, step
Am I breaking?

Can I break away
Push me away
Make me fall

Just to see
Another side of me
Push me away
You can't see
What I see
The other side of me

Fall back on me
And I'll be the strength I need
To save me now
Just come face to face with me
Stay in place you'll be the first to see
Me heal these wounds

Step down, step down, step
Am I breaking

Can I break away
Push me away
Make me fall
Just to see another side of me

Push me away
You can't see
What I see the other side of me
Go...

Can I break away
Push me away

Make me fall
Just to see another side of me
Push me away
You can't see
What I see the other side of me

No one can see

Anything on the otherside of me
I walk I crawl
Losing everyting and waiting for a downfall
No one can see
Anything on the otherside of me
I walk I crawl

Losing everything on the downfall

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Falling Apart

I slipped away

Further from you
Trying to find what is real
You're somebody else
The I never knew
And someone that I can't feel

I shove it away

I keep it in me
Is this what it takes
To keep me alive
So you take me
And you break me
And you see I'm falling apart

Complicate me
And forsake me
You push me out so far
There's no more feeling

I slipped away
Closer to me

The only thing that is real
I'm falling behind
But now I can see
Your absence helps me heal

I shoved you away
I keep you from me

Is this what it takes
To keep me alive
So you take me
And you break me
And you see I'm falling apart
Complicate me

And forsake me
You push me out so far
There's no more feeling
There's no more feeling...

So you take me
And you break me

And you see I'm falling apart
Complicate me
And forsake me
You push me out so far
And you take me
And you break me

And you see I'm falling apart
There's no more feeling
There's no more feeling...

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Hover

You take me down
Further inside of me
Now I'm fading out
I can barely see

I hover

To see you leave again
It's over
And it kills me to watch you descend
To the end
Can't think straight

Shutting me out
Closing me out
Are you trying, hurting
Taking me out
Leaving me out
Keeps me struggling

You're leaving

You take me down
Further inside of me
Now I'm fading out
I can barely see
I hover

To see you caving in
I'm undone
And to say it's the last time again
It's the end

Closing me out

Are you trying, hurting
Taking me out
Leaving me out
Keeps me struggling
I'm leaving

You take me down

Further inside of me
Now I'm fading out
I can barely see
I hover

I'm watching you descend
I'm hovering instead

I'm watching you descend
I'm hovering instead

You take me down
Further inside of me
Now I'm fading out
I can barely see

I hover
I hover
I hover
I hover again...

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Running From Me

Say a prayer for me
'Cause I can barely breath
I'm suffering

And I can't take it
Because of me
No one will ever see
This side of me
If I don't make it

It's like I can't wake up

It's like I can't get up
It's like I can't remember who I used to be
Am I running from you
Or am I running from me

It's like I can't wake up
It's like I can't get up

It's like I can't remember who I used to be
Am I running from you
Or am I running from me

Clear a path for me
'Cause I can barely see
I'm stumbling and I can't shake it

It's up to me
To save myself from me
My enemy
But I can't face it

It's like I can't wake up
It's like I can't get up

It's like I can't remember who I used to be
Am I running from you
Or am I running from me

It's like I can't wake up
It's like I can't get up
It's like I can't remember who I used to be

Am I running from you
Or am I running from me

I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
Here I come

Here I come
Can't wake up cause I'm no one

Am I running from you
Or am I running from me

It's like I can't wake up

It's like I can't get up
It's like I can't remember who I used to be
Am I running from you
Can't face myself
I'm just left with the suffering

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Slipping Away

You said hold on
But I feel like I'm slipping away

You said hold on
But I feel like I'm slipping away

I won't let you down
The words you said to me
It's echoing the sound
Of what would never be

I'm standing here alone
The memories remain
The same familiar home
But nothing looks the same
And I'm standing here alone
Can't tell if I'm awake

Reality is gone
In a dream I can't escape

You said hold on
But I feel like I'm slipping away
You said hold on
But I feel like I'm slipping away

I'm getting through it now
I guess it's plain to see
That everything I am
Is not everything you need

I'm standing here alone

Can't tell if I'm awake
Reality is gone
In a dream I can't escape

You said hold on
But I feel like I'm slipping away
You said hold on

But I feel like I'm slipping away

I'm standing here alone
Can't tell if I'm awake
And I feel like I'm slipping away
Reality is gone
In a dream I can't escape

And I feel like I'm slipping away

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Figure 8

See that face from across the room
And I can feel you're nothing
Show your fear it's not hard to see
Intention's pale it's blinding

Stop, stop from the place I've been
No good for the shape I'm in

I'm slow to the race you win
You want to take me out
Stop, stop with your face off in
My space and the wicked descend
No taste for the place I'm in
You need to stop, stop

I am all you need to know
And I'm everywhere you go
No one can save you now
When it all comes around
And I am everything you see
And I'm what you'll never be

No one can save you now
When it all comes around

Show your face and stare at me
And I can feel you glaring
Showing up and preparing me
And you're the one I'll bury

Stop, stop from the place I've been
No good for the shape I'm in
I'm slow to the race you win
You want to take me out
Stop, stop with your face off in
My space and the wicked descend

No taste for the place I'm in
You need to stop, stop

And I'm all you need to know
And I'm everywhere you go
No one can save you now
When it all comes around

And I am everything you see
And I'm what you'll never be
No one can save you now
When it all comes around

Take you down
Leave you fallen faceless

Hurt and leave you down
Fall break you now
Leave you fallen facless
Hurt and take you down
Want to take you down

I am all you need to know

I am everywhere you go
No one can save you now
When it all comes around
I am everything you see
I am what you'll never be
No one can save you now

When it all comes around

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The Fear

Standing here
I'm cold inside with fear
And I can't feel my soul
Take me in
I'm yours again
For awhile

Just like the last time

Lead me from the fear
And I won't leave you here
There's a way out
There's a way out
There's a way from here, believe

Lead me from the fear
And I won't leave you here
There's a way out
There's a way out
There's a way from here, believe

I feel weak
And I'm slowly losing touch
With what is left in me
Take me in
I'm yours again
For awhile

Just like the first time

Lead me from the fear
And I won't leave you here
There's a way out
There's a way out
There's a way from here, believe

Lead me from the fear
And I won't leave you here
There's a way out
There's a way out
There's a way from here, believe

And I need you
To keep me here
I'm starting over again

And I need you
To keep me here
I'm starting over again

Lead me from the fear
And I won't leave you here
There's a way out
There's a way out
There's a way from here, believe

Lead me from the fear
And I won't leave you here
There's a way out
There's a way out
There's a way from here, believe

There's a way out

There's a way out
There's a way from here, believe

There's a way out
There's a way out
There's a way from here, believe

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Deeper Into You

I feel it eating at me
While you still drown me

And cross the line over
And over again
It's all around me
And now I'm here

'Cause of you
Now I'm falling

I'm falling now
'Cause of you
Now I'm falling
Deeper into you

I'm tired of hating myself
I can't let me

Cross the line for her
I'm not me when I dream
There's someone else in me
That I fear

'Cause of you
Now I'm falling

I'm falling now
'Cause of you
Now I'm falling
Deeper into you

I'm not me when I dream
I'm not me when I dream anymore

'Cause of you
Now I'm falling
I'm falling now

'Cause of you
Now I'm falling

I'm falling now

Cause of you
Now I'm falling
I'm falling now

'Cause of you

Now I'm falling
Deeper into you

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Drop to Zero

Drop ... to zero
Drop ...

It's happening again
I feel boxed in
It's happening again

And trapped inside
It's happening again
Feels like the worlds closing in
It's happening again
And there's nowhere to hide

This time nothing feels right to me

I'm sinking deeper within
I'll wait for you to lose sight of me
Before I suffer again

It's happening again
I feel strapped down
It's happening again

While you feed the disease
It's happening again
I'm lying face on the ground
It's happening again
For the whole world to see

This time nothing feels right to me

I'm sinking deeper within
I'll wait for you to lose sight of me
Before I suffer again

Drop, drop, drop to zero
Drop, drop
Now I'm so far away

This time nothing feels right to me
I'm sinking deeper within
I'll wait for you to lose sight of me
Before I suffer again

Now I'm so far away

Now I'm so far away
Now I'm so far away

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Finally

So it's over now, finally
I'm beneath
And I'm crawling out
On my knees
I can hear what you said
Echoing in my head

I'm losing myself
Now I'm cold on the floor
And I don't care anymore
Cause it's over, it's over

I can feel, I can feel
Like it's real, like it's real

I can feel, I can finally feel
So I guess it's over now
And you broke me down somehow
Now I'm faltering
I can see, I can be
I can leave and shut you out

I can feel, I can feel
Like it's real, like it's real
I can feel, I can feel
Like it's real, like it's real

So I'm leaving now, somehow

Underneath
As I slowly drown
Finally
I can hear what you said
Echoing in my head
As I'm losing, myself

I can feel, I can feel
Like it's real, like it's real
I can feel, I can finally feel
So I guess it's over now
And you broke me down somehow
Now I'm faltering

I can see, I can be
I can leave and shut you out

I'm shaking deep inside
I'm having trouble breathing
I need somewhere to hide
Away cause I am healing

I'm having trouble breathing
Tomorrow I am healing
So I guess it's over now
And you broke me down somehow
Now I'm faltering
I can see, I can be

I can leave and shut you out

I can feel, I can feel
Like it's real, like it's real
I can feel, I can feel
Like it's real, like it's real

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Take It All

Looking up from underneath
As low as we are

Nothing looks the same to me
Am I deceived?
I stand and watch myself from somewhere else
Something I don't want to see

Take it all
So I'm left with nothing at all

Have it all
As I'm learning how to fall
As I'm learning how to fall

Standing up from underneath
As low as we are
Things aren't what they used to be

Was I decieved?
I stand and watch myself like someone else
Something I don't want to see

Take it all
So I'm left with nothing at all
Have it all

As I'm learning how to fall
As I'm learning how to fall

Why don't you fall, fall

Take it all
So I'm left with nothing at all

Have it all
As I'm learning how to fall

I can't trust what I see
I can't tell if it's me
It is changing
Take it all

'Cause I'm learning how to fall
'Cause I'm learning how to fall

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